Where does a relationship go when long-term goals—marriage, kids—don’t align?
We knew this from the start, but both wanted to explore the spark of connection,
curious about each other, willing to take the chance.

A year and a half in, so much goodness has been created—
love, respect, shared moments. But deep down,
we both know what we want for our future doesn’t mirror the other’s.

Tomorrow is Valentine’s Day,
and all that’s given is the tension of holding on and letting go.
Releasing expectations,
hoping you’ll send me flowers—
but I buy myself a bouquet at the coffee shop
to fill my heart’s desires.

My heart says, “Hold on,”
but my gut whispers, “Run.”
For you, your mind is a maze,
tangled with fear, doubt, and a fading interest.

I feel the complexity and poignancy of the emotions,
while I remain stable, less dynamic in my thoughts and reactions.

A week from now, we’re supposed to be in Cabo—
I have reservations, but the doubts linger.
Do we go? Will there be connection,
or will this just mask the wound that won’t heal?